Majuro...

To be very honest...
there's a lot about this place I have started to love...
I think I just needed to let go of some resentment I had
which I said I got rid of, but really didn't
I still want to be in Nepal
But... learning marshallese will not make me forget nepali
so my marshallese is coming along
its mildly hard
easy language
but i have to live with americans instead of with marshallese so
its hard
and yes, i know i can go there and elsewhere later
but it sucks because I want to be there NOW
but i'm here... now...
and loving this place and these people will never take away the love I have for nepal
i think about it a little everyday
but i have to live here
and to be honest
I've started to like a lot of things about it here.
It's sad that if I were in Nepal 2 years would seem too short.
but here they seem like forever...
yet, hopefully when I leave I'll say
"wow, that was way too short"
but hopefully i'll also say... "ok off home for a month and then off to visit Katie and Sean!"
Lol.
The marshalls... no matter what happens... will always have a very cozy place in my heart