this project is so fake!

This project is fake and I don't care!

It is going to be pretty half assed. But in the end I just wanted to be here, I virtually simply all out lied about acuatlly coming to do any work. So my endeavor was successfull and the people who need not know that its all fake will never know. They willa we at my "findings."

A large group of british christian children in their gap year just moved into andy's. They scare me, and I don't want to hang out with kids. i miss real tourists in their 20's of early 30's. These children are silly, loud, and much like small rodents pests.

I am gladly leaving tomorrow. I have little to do here with no NGOs open. I will go to happy valley in the morning and then rush back to KPG like I was struck my a dart in the ass.

Monday I will go to Kuersang and to Castleton tea plantation to get a factory tour. Then I wll be in KPG, I'll hit up the ATREE NGO which does all the marketing and do some stuff on christians in India all week while I do nothing. I'll buy lots of rock music and try to find the scraps of fiction that exist in the area. Maybe I'll do something on the khukuri for a few hours. Goal: ue up all the tape and make up a documentary. Accomplished: easily.

I also plan to get footage of all the families for everyone. just a few minutes each.

Goodbye Darjeeling, hello Home, and very very soon... goodbye all of it. I really hate leaving so bad. It still sucks. I'm glad I finally feel something leaving somewhere though. I never really have felt sad or happy or anything leaving anywhere. It's just a fact of life, change, moving, growing, etc. I jsut deal with it. its not a big deal it just is. But this is a big deal, and I thought that was a weakness.. it probably is... but its a weakness I like to have.